I Miss You

You. Me. So apart we've grown. So distant. So alien to one another. Such strangers to each other.
You. Me. I can't believe what we had before. I can't accept how we are now.I can't understand why this happened between us.

You. You were always so good to me. Always there when I needed you. Listening to every word, patiently taking my shit. Never judging, ever encouraging.
You. You were insignificant to others, but oh so significant to me. You understood me in ways others never could. You made me understand myself better.
From the very first time we connected, I knew this was going to be something special. I knew, so deeply, so truly. You made me want you above others.
You. You made it so easy for me to come to you. You made it so easy for me to care for you. So easy to just be with you.
You. You gave my life purpose. A goal. Something to look forward to. Someone I could share with. Somewhere I could run and hide. Some time for myself, and my troubles.

Me. Appreciated you at first. Cherished you in the beginning. Gave you my all at the start. But that all didn't last till the end.
Me. Noticed things changed. Realized things were different. Insisted we were no longer the same.
Me. Letting other things shift my focus off of you. Letting other things get my attention over you. Letting other things be more important than you.
Me. Gradually started to let go of you. Slowly began to neglect you. Eventually started to forget you.
Me. So foolish I was to let others come between you and me. So oblivious I was to let time come between us. So selfish I was to think you would care about me through all I put you through.

You. So wonderful you were to me, yet I have wronged you. So close to me, yet I have neglected you. So patient and understanding, yet I have taken you for granted.
Me. Feeling sorry for all I've done to you. Feeling regret for how I've treated you. Feeling remorse for neglecting you.
You. Me. Shared something special. Had something different. Experienced something unique.
Me. Enduring the emptiness felt inside. Admitting the fact that this was all wrong. Swallowing my pride to make things right. Struggling to say what I've been holding within.
You. Have no idea what this has put me through. Have no clue to what has been on my mind. Have no sign what my heart yearns to tell you.

Now, here we are again. Face to face. I have finally found the courage inside, to be honest with you, once again. Once I tell you the truth, I can only dream things will turn out better from now. I can only hope you will stay the same. I can only imagine how things will be for the both of us.

But alas, dream, hope, and imagine is all I can do. Faithfully, I wish you will feel the same way too. So here comes the truth without any further ado.

I MISS YOU
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